You made me a promise, and i know you tried
But i know it's hard, so don't make it hide.
You can be yourself again you know
It's okay, you can now let it show
I'll love you from a distance here
And smile, no more fear.
I'm going to miss you so so much
But you and me, we gotta be tough
We'll recover and we'll move on
time's not ours anymore, so long
Someday if our paths recross,
maybe we'll throw it another toss
Maybe we'll live again someday
but for now, i'm going a different way.
~5:56 PM
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MIRANDA 7!!!! (: lol.. first thing i see this word makes me think of the one brand which sell the orange juice one. lol. thn saw the banner smmore that house is orange hse. lol. damn funny.... at first was so freak out dun wan go into hall.. but so sway walk up stairs toget into hall see *****.. smmore xinyi stil dwn there checking the name list... i was so damn pai seh la... dun dare to see him at all.. thn saw shangfa... lol. he was like so suprised.. tot i goten into mj.. but thn made him disappointed. haha... thn went tt og7 sit dwn saw jia min!!!! my pri 3 classmate!!!!!! cos i busy talking to my friend. so she poke my back thn i turn ard saw her thn was so so so suprised!!!!! lol. cant believe it! thn she say she saw a few girls thn tot is me but actually is not. thn i joke to her saying u all having a 'look-out-for-huiyi' mission is it? lol... thn saw ***** as an ogl tho he like right behind me whn i talk to shangfa but i nv giv a damn about him. lol. thn played ice breaking game.. realise tt jeremiah is in my grp! the one whom i use my ex phone send i love you to him one! lol... thn keep laughing throughout the whole game.. lol. thn after tt time for me to go back to NYJC liao... very sad... wanted to talk to shangfa more but he busy so nvm.. cos most likely i wont see him again ler.... im so depressed! :'( so many years classmates.. still rmb our pri sch memories when u sit beside me n i always get punished for talking so much.... wil nv forget u sf... thn FINALLY... i called *****n talked o him alone.. thanks to xin yi who pang seh me... thn leave mi n him alone... so awkward... like got nth to say tu each other... wont see him again too... but i nt depressing at all. is sf who's leaving makes me so sad... really miss him as a good friend.. always understand me.. (ps when i was young).. ya. seperation is really so cruel.. thinking of not being same class as leting n jessica makes me worse.. smmore tt leting make me listen to 933FM all afternoon cos all sad sad songs... ><>
~5:31 PM
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Friday, February 22, 2008
-.- finally pae has ended... but somehow i kinda missed it... suddenly hav to change most of my friends.. cos they nt staying nanyang... saddistic... haix.. wish pae can start again. thn can hav fun.. wan miss lesson thn miss, wanna go home nobody care at all... so shunag.. but now jae liao.. cant play.. posted back into NYJC.. seiously, im quite tired n bored of nanyang already... no much fun in there... so went MJC appeal... guitar audition damn funny.. lol.. but i do admit tt boy, he's way cute... (: gosh... can definately win xiao d! lol.. somehow i find tt xiao d more n more a bit girlie.. no wonder can clique so well with girls.. lways see him with other girls one.. somemore caught him HUGGING a girl today!!!! omg... lol.so angry with him.. lol. tt xiao d purposely want to be centre of attraction like the DSA girl.. lol. luckily i wont b same class as him. haha... chosen chem, math, hist and clep.. did a survey today n realize that nobody same subject combi as me.. lol. now going to choose cca.. wanted guitar but is like so lousy... no syf n stuff... hope i can hav appeal success n get into MJ... ):
~5:09 PM
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