Thursday, April 30, 2009
it is not okay for a guy in relationship to HUG another girl jus because tt girl is his "sister"... sigh. feels tired now. things will get better i hope. i was thinking....was i wrong in believing the wrong person? one whom i thought was good turned out bad and one i thought was bad turned out....good? i dont know. but really feeling hurt n lonely. i know u'll b dere for me szeting (: i try not to disrupt ur happy date wif ERNEST worh... hahas. i guess the worse part of breakup is having no one to go out wif u during the weekends ): its jus different... 6 more months to a lvl.. n im confused, hurt, lost... will someone bring me back up? chills...
~4:25 PM
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Tuesday, April 21, 2009
YAY! i skipped gp lecture now and im in com lab skiving away wif yijia... we r so bored. n im studying my chi lit liu guo lun... sighs. wil anyone understand this pain n torture of doing n studying this? OMG. n last of all - IM NOT CHEENA! (: bcos i dont speak chinese (:
~2:25 PM
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Thursday, April 16, 2009
okays... my syf is just over! (: but sadly we got a silver... but still we really did our best n although we didnt get a gold, at least we enjoyed tt six minutes on stage. i remember it was so dark till i can only see the row of judges. its as if the whole theatre no ppl >.< now that syf is over, i may nt be dancing anymore till next year in uni or something. sigh... miss the times we spent together in dance being so crazy... (: but still there are times where everything has to come to an end. our tiring yet exciting rehearsals n trainings have come to an end. but these memories n all my friends will be etched deeply in my mind (: today just met kat also... we started talking about marist n she talked to me about russell. i dun know if he's attached n i dun wanna know either.. sometimes i really wonder is it that im still unable to move on? or is it v long nv see my darling then jiu hu si luan xiang? sighs... nv see him for 2-3 weeks. we havent gone out for so long. miss him. just like what szeting said:" if its yours, it would have already been yours earlier; so just move on let it go..." anw... cant wait for sat! :D
~9:58 PM
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Thursday, April 9, 2009
im impressed... i've like almost 10 blogs? lol.. n all of them were depressed and sadistic. had so much of russell's stuff.. hmm. last night i dreamt of him too. but its nt a gd dream so yeah... anw i was just thinking if we stil hav a link t2t, something seems to not end btw us yet... anw dun care so much. tired right now.. a bit sick. >.< sighh, i wan change fone but no money ):
~3:01 PM
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