Tuesday, March 10, 2009
tmr's gonna be a day of hell for me. training from 745 till evening 6
OMG! haix. n my hand is freaking pain. but i will stil dance anway... mr s asked bout my hand!!! *blushes* hahas. he's so cute. :/ anyway i feel so tired now. tmr gotta wear uniform - JUST FOR THE SAKE OF MORNING ASSEMBLY! wtf. then i stil require to bring a jacket (cos the costume will be worn in side when we leave sch which is so unglam so need jacket cover) n costume, shoes, hair pins etc, dancing pants, orentation tee. n i need wear uni just for the sake of flag raising. omg. tts like so crazy. gotta bring so many stuff stil need wear uni! siao already. i think tmr i dun wanna wear lor. waste my time. arrgh
~8:27 PM
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Thursday, March 5, 2009
hahas.. just read szeting's blog. its freaking funny. lol. as i always say... OPEN YOUR EYES BIG BIG SZETING! its cos of ur eyes tts y u ALWAYS miss out this, miss out that, even write wrong words. oh wells. hahas. u say until im like some philosopher. wow. mayb i should go n take this subject in uni! lol. some philosopher course. then i sure can make it. LOL. im reading thru my maths appli integration n im feeling so restless now. eeeeps. omg. so sian of it lurhs... but nvm lar. jus cont reading. left with vol of solid revolution. arrgh! then can slp (: hehehhehehehe. tmr im gonna see my fav mr s again! :D loads of lovey lovey!
~10:41 PM
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Monday, March 2, 2009
i hurt myself again today. i dont know why but i kept crying. then i used my nails to try to cut myself. luckily szeting was there n stopped me if not i would have bled. i don know why but i feel so much anger n pain inside my heart till for a moment i wanted to run up to the highest floor and jump down. just like in my dream. but it didnt hurt at all.. i dont know if something's wrong inside me but my heart and head hurts alot. just broke up with my bf too... he asked me if i can stop getting angry at smallest things he'd not b angry anymore. but it means i have to change myself. if u really love someone u will accept him/her. and besides its my character its not so easy to change just and when i like. like tt there wont be any couples who'd break already. everyone will be living in harmony. i dont know n i havent reply. i feel so hurt and lost. i feel like jumping down. push me any further and i know i cant take it anymore. i need medicine. i need it.
~7:57 PM
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