Saturday, August 29, 2009
its been awhile since the last post... there wont be school anymore from now.. only prelims after this sept holiday and then its a levels soon... but i still cant grasp my maths well ): sigh... and history... the others are still QUITE okay... things havent been well for me recently. tt day qw confronted us then its relationship gg blatant n plain... like so sick of it already... and i hav no clue what to do n if i wanna do... im trying not to think much n just try to concentrate well for my prelims ): jiayou!
~11:21 PM
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Saturday, August 15, 2009
its 1.13am right now.. an i just cant fall asleep. i just went into my inbox and read russell's emails since 2005.. and i cried. im confused over why i cry. was it because i still loved him? the love that i place soo much pressure on to stop it and hide it away somewhr in my heart? somehow it just surpassed all the hatred i had for him for all that he've done. i guess im just a very foolish girl. i miss him alot alot alot now n i wish i could go back to him to where i really belong. all this while without him just makes me feel so out of place, i miss him and i love him. but stil...i'll just let it be..for i guess he has someone else already n wont be waiting for cookie to come back anymore.
~1:13 AM
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HUIYI♥
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every tear.every night.for you it's worthwhile.
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