missSECRET
I wiped it away,gaze back at the sky...
Coz' no matter how much you hurt me,
No matter how many times you lied..
I won't ever let you see me cry.
FORGIVE ME IF I SMILE..
IT'S TO HIDE MY TEARS...
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
freaking tired right now at home. i jus got scolded n NAGGED alot by my mom.. n its jus over photocopying of wrkshts... omg. i cant believe her. she jus wants me to go all the way to her ex wrk place area to photocopy the notes but its like a super delibrate trip n it doesnt make any diff photocopying in my hse dwnstairs shop. wtfriggin'hell... arrgh. sorry guys but im jus awfully pissed off by my mom's ignorant attitude. whatever... then guitar teacher told me today with such progress, i might not be able to take the grade 3 exam next yr. cos my scaled is pratically flunked! (PS i HATE scales n appregios) freaking making my life diff. wads the use of scales anyway? i play music pieces better than skills n i know all the theory. jus playing that freaking scales is a complete waste of my time. n time is wad i do not hav already. next year is my j2 year with my a lvls.. my studies = BDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD countless Ds.. i didnt study anything at all but chem n i jus got 68. wth. forget it.. i gotta chiong my math n for god's sake memorise my stupid chi lit stuff... next is my dance syf next year n trainings 3 times a wk. i've finished 2 trainings this week! so JIAYOU JIAYOU(: I CAN DO IT!!!! lol... feeeling much better now.. hahas. so anyways open hse is coming n my hip hop sucks like hell., i cant do hip hop when all i've trained for 5 years is contemporary dance. i dunno howta shake tt body n hands n doing power moves is completely off my ability.. arrgh... im trying very hard ppl(: n i know u all haven giv up on me (: thx alot for helping me so much. lastly for today, i jus hope desmond is alright (: cheeries...hahas.. love u guys
~9:40 PM
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freaking tired right now at home. i jus got scolded n NAGGED alot by my mom.. n its jus over photocopying of wrkshts... omg. i cant believe her. she jus wants me to go all the way to her ex wrk place area to photocopy the notes but its like a super delibrate trip n it doesnt make any diff photocopying in my hse dwnstairs shop. wtfriggin'hell... arrgh. sorry guys but im jus awfully pissed off by my mom's ignorant attitude. whatever... then guitar teacher told me today with such progress, i might not be able to take the grade 3 exam next yr. cos my scaled is pratically flunked! (PS i HATE scales n appregios) freaking making my life diff. wads the use of scales anyway? i play music pieces better than skills n i know all the theory. jus playing that freaking scales is a complete waste of my time. n time is wad i do not hav already. next year is my j2 year with my a lvls.. my studies = BDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD countless Ds.. i didnt study anything at all but chem n i jus got 68. wth. forget it.. i gotta chiong my math n for god's sake memorise my stupid chi lit stuff... next is my dance syf next year n trainings 3 times a wk. i've finished 2 trainings this week! so JIAYOU JIAYOU(: I CAN DO IT!!!! lol... feeeling much better now.. hahas. so anyways open hse is coming n my hip hop sucks like hell., i cant do hip hop when all i've trained for 5 years is contemporary dance. i dunno howta shake tt body n hands n doing power moves is completely off my ability.. arrgh... im trying very hard ppl(: n i know u all haven giv up on me (: thx alot for helping me so much. lastly for today, i jus hope desmond is alright (: cheeries...hahas.. love u guys
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HUIYI♥
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NUS ENGR :D
every tear.every night.for you it's worthwhile.
AWWW
LOVE TEDDY
LOVE guitar (:
LOVE elmo
LOVE aristocat
MEMORY LANE.
- January 2008
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- March 2008
- April 2008
- July 2008
- August 2008
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- October 2008
- November 2008
- December 2008
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- December 2010
- February 2011
- January 2012
TAKE OFF.
♥shangfa(:
♥jiajie
♥YIJIA DARLING(:
♥nicole coussie(:
SPECIAL THANKS.
WISH.
I wanna runaway.
Live my life my own way.
Do things I want them to be.
Just get life done and over with.
Wish I had a shining white armor man.
With a castle full of maids.
And live my life with my man.
And hopefully he won't ruin this life.
And get hopefully I get to live my life.