missSECRET
I wiped it away,gaze back at the sky...
Coz' no matter how much you hurt me,
No matter how many times you lied..
I won't ever let you see me cry.
FORGIVE ME IF I SMILE..
IT'S TO HIDE MY TEARS...
Saturday, November 22, 2008
its raining outside; im staring into space. so bored right now.. cos im all alone outside, the sky is super dark. cant help but keep thinking of what i dreamt last night.. such a scary nightmare of dreaming russel lee. omg. i think im crazy last night. but anyways, the feeling of wanting to stead again comes back.. hahas. szeting arh szeting... how? i've been trying super hard... cos of the dream i cant memorise my chem stuff. wth... now im here spacing out n blogging at the same time. don't know when this rain will end neither do i know when my life will be normal again. or, was my life ever normal? " The utmost pain in this world is not about breaking up with you, Its the love and memories we once shared" i really agree to this sentence.. breaking up is nothing. it suddenly dawned on me that it is the memories that we've kept which led us to misery and depression. memories which hurt us over and over again each time we recollect it.. stupid brains.. hahas. honestly i cant remember studies stuff well but memories are simply difficult to erase from my mind. lol. im getting crazy all over with trainings for syf and studies i guess... plus with my chinese pw, oh man.. im getting a serious brain crack...
ps yong: i cant stop laughing at the project runway guy. hahahahhahahahhas.. u're so mean
~5:14 PM
* * *
its raining outside; im staring into space. so bored right now.. cos im all alone outside, the sky is super dark. cant help but keep thinking of what i dreamt last night.. such a scary nightmare of dreaming russel lee. omg. i think im crazy last night. but anyways, the feeling of wanting to stead again comes back.. hahas. szeting arh szeting... how? i've been trying super hard... cos of the dream i cant memorise my chem stuff. wth... now im here spacing out n blogging at the same time. don't know when this rain will end neither do i know when my life will be normal again. or, was my life ever normal? " The utmost pain in this world is not about breaking up with you, Its the love and memories we once shared" i really agree to this sentence.. breaking up is nothing. it suddenly dawned on me that it is the memories that we've kept which led us to misery and depression. memories which hurt us over and over again each time we recollect it.. stupid brains.. hahas. honestly i cant remember studies stuff well but memories are simply difficult to erase from my mind. lol. im getting crazy all over with trainings for syf and studies i guess... plus with my chinese pw, oh man.. im getting a serious brain crack...
ps yong: i cant stop laughing at the project runway guy. hahahahhahahahhas.. u're so mean
* * *
HUIYI♥
19.
090991
NUS ENGR :D
every tear.every night.for you it's worthwhile.
AWWW
LOVE TEDDY
LOVE guitar (:
LOVE elmo
LOVE aristocat
MEMORY LANE.
- January 2008
- February 2008
- March 2008
- April 2008
- July 2008
- August 2008
- September 2008
- October 2008
- November 2008
- December 2008
- January 2009
- February 2009
- March 2009
- April 2009
- May 2009
- June 2009
- July 2009
- August 2009
- September 2009
- November 2009
- January 2010
- March 2010
- June 2010
- August 2010
- October 2010
- December 2010
- February 2011
- January 2012
TAKE OFF.
♥shangfa(:
♥jiajie
♥YIJIA DARLING(:
♥nicole coussie(:
SPECIAL THANKS.
WISH.
I wanna runaway.
Live my life my own way.
Do things I want them to be.
Just get life done and over with.
Wish I had a shining white armor man.
With a castle full of maids.
And live my life with my man.
And hopefully he won't ruin this life.
And get hopefully I get to live my life.