missSECRET
I wiped it away,gaze back at the sky...
Coz' no matter how much you hurt me,
No matter how many times you lied..
I won't ever let you see me cry.
FORGIVE ME IF I SMILE..
IT'S TO HIDE MY TEARS...
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
had a really bad day today. went to sch for two lessons of chines and hist. as usual the chinese teachers scolded me n stuff when my friend talked to me. then when i jus kept quiet szeting punched me to tell me to listen. im feeling so frustrated and angry already. my mood has already been spoiled by the freaking chinese teachers whom arnt smarter than me by any. then was history lesson. it's always my favourite lesson and i thought it'd make my day much better. but it proved me wrong. the sbq was hard to do and hist tcher some sort of nag at me n tell me to stop wasting time when im jus discussing of what to do with my friend. thinking of what i wrote yesterday i was wondering if he read or know my feelings for him but i didnt care anymore. im afraid to look at him in the eye anymore, smile at him or tilt my head one side to say hi to him. i dont wanna be his favourite student anymore. i guess he doesnt like me. feeling emo right now as i think of him. my hist tcher hates me. i dont know. im feeling all mixed up right now. but i know i wont be the huiyi that would always smile n laugh when i see him and i dont wanna be huiyi who's so enthu when seeing him anymore. mayb its my pms. tts y i feel so emotional recently. but i wont cry.
~7:47 PM
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had a really bad day today. went to sch for two lessons of chines and hist. as usual the chinese teachers scolded me n stuff when my friend talked to me. then when i jus kept quiet szeting punched me to tell me to listen. im feeling so frustrated and angry already. my mood has already been spoiled by the freaking chinese teachers whom arnt smarter than me by any. then was history lesson. it's always my favourite lesson and i thought it'd make my day much better. but it proved me wrong. the sbq was hard to do and hist tcher some sort of nag at me n tell me to stop wasting time when im jus discussing of what to do with my friend. thinking of what i wrote yesterday i was wondering if he read or know my feelings for him but i didnt care anymore. im afraid to look at him in the eye anymore, smile at him or tilt my head one side to say hi to him. i dont wanna be his favourite student anymore. i guess he doesnt like me. feeling emo right now as i think of him. my hist tcher hates me. i dont know. im feeling all mixed up right now. but i know i wont be the huiyi that would always smile n laugh when i see him and i dont wanna be huiyi who's so enthu when seeing him anymore. mayb its my pms. tts y i feel so emotional recently. but i wont cry.
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HUIYI♥
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NUS ENGR :D
every tear.every night.for you it's worthwhile.
AWWW
LOVE TEDDY
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LOVE aristocat
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TAKE OFF.
♥shangfa(:
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♥nicole coussie(:
SPECIAL THANKS.
WISH.
I wanna runaway.
Live my life my own way.
Do things I want them to be.
Just get life done and over with.
Wish I had a shining white armor man.
With a castle full of maids.
And live my life with my man.
And hopefully he won't ruin this life.
And get hopefully I get to live my life.