missSECRET
I wiped it away,gaze back at the sky...
Coz' no matter how much you hurt me,
No matter how many times you lied..
I won't ever let you see me cry.
FORGIVE ME IF I SMILE..
IT'S TO HIDE MY TEARS...
Saturday, February 7, 2009
i tried. i tried it yesterday. i've seen him loads of time yesterday. first was after lecture szeting went to the toilet while i jus practically stared at the screen. then szeting came out n kept looking at another direction and i know he's there. i turned over n looked at him emotionless n he kept looking back waiting for me to smile and say bye to him. i did not do so. n just turned away looking back at the screen. the second time was in canteen. i saw him walked past me but i pretend i saw nobody and continue drinking my soup. the third time was at third level. we just looked for teacher and saw him walking towards us. i couldnt take it n turned my head to the other side and finally walked past him without saying anything or looking at him. this was when szeting said that i was freaking bad and i should nt do this to him. i know i was very bad but i stil dont wanna say hi. although tt was what i said but deep in my heart i really kept wanting to see him. so we paraded at third level very often, till our chinese teacher asked why did we kept appearing at staff room today. finally at evening, after chinese, me n szeting walked down to staff room n i peeked into the office. just as i peeked, i saw him n was feeling freaking shy that i rushed out to the tables there. after awhile he came out n he kept looking at us this time n said hi but only szeting answered him back. i stil look down on the floor. he tilted his head smiled at me but stil i didnt hav any reaction. then he asked szeting is there something wrong. n she just said no. and so he walked off.. there is something wrong but szeting just said no. she was like so freaked out when i said i feel like confessing my feelings towards him. hahas. n she had the nerve to tell miss teng today that i like adrian tan- my differentiation bear bear... both of them found it amusing n i was speechless. lol. then i told szeting im faithful n i only like my mr sequeira. she just freaking laughed at me... ><
~9:22 AM
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i tried. i tried it yesterday. i've seen him loads of time yesterday. first was after lecture szeting went to the toilet while i jus practically stared at the screen. then szeting came out n kept looking at another direction and i know he's there. i turned over n looked at him emotionless n he kept looking back waiting for me to smile and say bye to him. i did not do so. n just turned away looking back at the screen. the second time was in canteen. i saw him walked past me but i pretend i saw nobody and continue drinking my soup. the third time was at third level. we just looked for teacher and saw him walking towards us. i couldnt take it n turned my head to the other side and finally walked past him without saying anything or looking at him. this was when szeting said that i was freaking bad and i should nt do this to him. i know i was very bad but i stil dont wanna say hi. although tt was what i said but deep in my heart i really kept wanting to see him. so we paraded at third level very often, till our chinese teacher asked why did we kept appearing at staff room today. finally at evening, after chinese, me n szeting walked down to staff room n i peeked into the office. just as i peeked, i saw him n was feeling freaking shy that i rushed out to the tables there. after awhile he came out n he kept looking at us this time n said hi but only szeting answered him back. i stil look down on the floor. he tilted his head smiled at me but stil i didnt hav any reaction. then he asked szeting is there something wrong. n she just said no. and so he walked off.. there is something wrong but szeting just said no. she was like so freaked out when i said i feel like confessing my feelings towards him. hahas. n she had the nerve to tell miss teng today that i like adrian tan- my differentiation bear bear... both of them found it amusing n i was speechless. lol. then i told szeting im faithful n i only like my mr sequeira. she just freaking laughed at me... ><
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WISH.
I wanna runaway.
Live my life my own way.
Do things I want them to be.
Just get life done and over with.
Wish I had a shining white armor man.
With a castle full of maids.
And live my life with my man.
And hopefully he won't ruin this life.
And get hopefully I get to live my life.