missSECRET

I wiped it away,gaze back at the sky...
Coz' no matter how much you hurt me,
No matter how many times you lied..
I won't ever let you see me cry.
FORGIVE ME IF I SMILE..
IT'S TO HIDE MY TEARS...

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

OMG. today i went to tell him about mona's sms tt said he was her husband! lol... i am so speechless by what i have done too... i loved him yet i told him mona loves him. what the hell am i doing? and john is pressing me to confess to him about my love for him... i wanted to ask whther he prefer me or mona but i jus coulnt part my lips to say those words. and i dont know if its fate but today all his consultation slots were jus nice e days i dun hav to come for sch. and just now lin laoshi sms me tell me change to thurs which is like he's going to sch too... omg. is it fate or what.... jus spoken to keon. he was telling me his sch sec3 girl also same then e tcher send her for counselling after hearing what she said. but i'd like to clarify tt im not a small young girl anymore. i can decide for what i want and i am a fully grown up woman. so pls... if he's gonna send me for counselling, just forget it. bcos im not a girl anymore. im 17 going on 18 for god's sake. and i can think properly. i dont know why i am so frustrated but i just wish to try it. confess and lets just see what happens next....i loved him.

~9:02 PM

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WISH.

I wanna runaway. Live my life my own way. Do things I want them to be. Just get life done and over with. Wish I had a shining white armor man. With a castle full of maids. And live my life with my man. And hopefully he won't ruin this life. And get hopefully I get to live my life.