missSECRET
I wiped it away,gaze back at the sky...
Coz' no matter how much you hurt me,
No matter how many times you lied..
I won't ever let you see me cry.
FORGIVE ME IF I SMILE..
IT'S TO HIDE MY TEARS...
Thursday, May 28, 2009
today i made you cry darling... im so sorry... i don know why but i feel that im not a good friend that you should deserve. i feel so lousy tt i started crying and ran off. im sorry i was a hopeless girl. sometimes i think the world is better off without someone like me. i feel so horrible and tmr is our gp paper. these few days i kept crying...for so many reasons... and i admit im too overly hoplessly in love with him. im so sorry tt i cant help myseelf from loving him and i just wanna spend my last 4 mths with him, love him, cherish him. just let me listen to his laughter; his melodic voice just a few more times. let me just see him just a few more months. and on that real last day; just let me cry my eyes out just to have his last comfort. time is running out for me and i know u love me darling; but i really wanna choose this road myslef. to cont to love him and care for him. its like a drug and i cant do without him. u know it- without him i'd purposely injure myself to feel the pain in my heart, the physical pain on my leg. i know i sound crazy, but im not a sane person in the first place. hurting myself is just another way of running away from pain i hope u understand this. that im different from you. and pls dont cry anymore. i loved you.... it'll hurt me to see u cry. gd luck for tmr- this i pray sincerely for you...
~8:55 PM
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today i made you cry darling... im so sorry... i don know why but i feel that im not a good friend that you should deserve. i feel so lousy tt i started crying and ran off. im sorry i was a hopeless girl. sometimes i think the world is better off without someone like me. i feel so horrible and tmr is our gp paper. these few days i kept crying...for so many reasons... and i admit im too overly hoplessly in love with him. im so sorry tt i cant help myseelf from loving him and i just wanna spend my last 4 mths with him, love him, cherish him. just let me listen to his laughter; his melodic voice just a few more times. let me just see him just a few more months. and on that real last day; just let me cry my eyes out just to have his last comfort. time is running out for me and i know u love me darling; but i really wanna choose this road myslef. to cont to love him and care for him. its like a drug and i cant do without him. u know it- without him i'd purposely injure myself to feel the pain in my heart, the physical pain on my leg. i know i sound crazy, but im not a sane person in the first place. hurting myself is just another way of running away from pain i hope u understand this. that im different from you. and pls dont cry anymore. i loved you.... it'll hurt me to see u cry. gd luck for tmr- this i pray sincerely for you...
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HUIYI♥
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NUS ENGR :D
every tear.every night.for you it's worthwhile.
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SPECIAL THANKS.
WISH.
I wanna runaway.
Live my life my own way.
Do things I want them to be.
Just get life done and over with.
Wish I had a shining white armor man.
With a castle full of maids.
And live my life with my man.
And hopefully he won't ruin this life.
And get hopefully I get to live my life.