missSECRET
I wiped it away,gaze back at the sky...
Coz' no matter how much you hurt me,
No matter how many times you lied..
I won't ever let you see me cry.
FORGIVE ME IF I SMILE..
IT'S TO HIDE MY TEARS...
Monday, January 18, 2010
am working in starhub now.. and the job sucks alot.. feeling so sick right now.. thinking of time to get off work.. been feeling down lately and sometimes i wonder if somewhere something has gone wrong in my life... thinking of best friend leaving u at 6th feb is depressing enough, and somehow i feel that everyone has changed - or is it just me? now i finally understand what it means nothing can stay the same... - even my tigger grows more n more dusty on my desk now - today really no mood to work i dont know why.. just sick of doing things today.. sometimes i dont even know what or how to feel as memories flow down together with ur train of thoughts.. somehow u'll feel happiness with a slight tinge of sadness, but for me i guess its the other way around. something unexpected just pops out into ur life and things that u think that will not be around again just suddenly comes out again.. been thinking of a diary i've kept for very long.. it contains memories of everyday ; how i feel since sec 2 till4.. but no matter how hard i find its not around anymore.. even when i moved house; i searched high and low but its missing.. and it feels depressing like a part of your memory just corrodes away in a corner where u know u'll never find it back.. life is just simply so random and most of the times depressing. i am feeling very emo n sick of the job that im doing - but i dont hav a choice. all in all; being a human is just pathetic enough.
~1:54 PM
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am working in starhub now.. and the job sucks alot.. feeling so sick right now.. thinking of time to get off work.. been feeling down lately and sometimes i wonder if somewhere something has gone wrong in my life... thinking of best friend leaving u at 6th feb is depressing enough, and somehow i feel that everyone has changed - or is it just me? now i finally understand what it means nothing can stay the same... - even my tigger grows more n more dusty on my desk now - today really no mood to work i dont know why.. just sick of doing things today.. sometimes i dont even know what or how to feel as memories flow down together with ur train of thoughts.. somehow u'll feel happiness with a slight tinge of sadness, but for me i guess its the other way around. something unexpected just pops out into ur life and things that u think that will not be around again just suddenly comes out again.. been thinking of a diary i've kept for very long.. it contains memories of everyday ; how i feel since sec 2 till4.. but no matter how hard i find its not around anymore.. even when i moved house; i searched high and low but its missing.. and it feels depressing like a part of your memory just corrodes away in a corner where u know u'll never find it back.. life is just simply so random and most of the times depressing. i am feeling very emo n sick of the job that im doing - but i dont hav a choice. all in all; being a human is just pathetic enough.
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HUIYI♥
19.
090991
NUS ENGR :D
every tear.every night.for you it's worthwhile.
AWWW
LOVE TEDDY
LOVE guitar (:
LOVE elmo
LOVE aristocat
MEMORY LANE.
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TAKE OFF.
♥shangfa(:
♥jiajie
♥YIJIA DARLING(:
♥nicole coussie(:
SPECIAL THANKS.
WISH.
I wanna runaway.
Live my life my own way.
Do things I want them to be.
Just get life done and over with.
Wish I had a shining white armor man.
With a castle full of maids.
And live my life with my man.
And hopefully he won't ruin this life.
And get hopefully I get to live my life.