missSECRET

I wiped it away,gaze back at the sky...
Coz' no matter how much you hurt me,
No matter how many times you lied..
I won't ever let you see me cry.
FORGIVE ME IF I SMILE..
IT'S TO HIDE MY TEARS...

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

another memory of me getting fucked up. hooked on overdose of drugs, some part of me felt so angry yet inside of me is screaming at me not to do it. Don't know just got back home. They thought i was crazy, nearly tied me up to bed. whispers of "this young lady is suicial; has made more than one attempt for suicide" and lecturing looks from doctors, psychiatrist, social workers only had one thing to say to me - why. i dont know either. dreams are driving me nuts. work is pushing me to the end. st is not back with me. i feel so out of control. like how i used to be. i need to get a grip and control myself. but im scared; lost and no matter how hard they try, they jus cant reach in to smother the pain and heal the wound inside of me.

~10:23 PM

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HUIYI♥


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every tear.every night.for you it's worthwhile.

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WISH.

I wanna runaway. Live my life my own way. Do things I want them to be. Just get life done and over with. Wish I had a shining white armor man. With a castle full of maids. And live my life with my man. And hopefully he won't ruin this life. And get hopefully I get to live my life.