missSECRET
I wiped it away,gaze back at the sky...
Coz' no matter how much you hurt me,
No matter how many times you lied..
I won't ever let you see me cry.
FORGIVE ME IF I SMILE..
IT'S TO HIDE MY TEARS...
Monday, October 18, 2010
It has been very long since i posted things which i felt in the day in my blog. Today on the train to school there was a mentally handicapped woman seated right next to me. As i looked at her for a moment i thought of how her life might just be so much better than mine in some sense. Perhaps she's just living in her own world without knowing how fuck up the world is right now. More of a blessing than a curse i guess. And it all led to me thinking of the question:"so what if i have studied so much, been through the education system?" Just for money and pleasure for oneself is all i could come up with. And what's the whole point? After paying such a hefty price just to get all those; being mentally handicapped might just be a better thing. Defining your own world without having to live in fear and reprisal every single moment. All we ever do is step on each other; kill one another just to fight for glory and survival. Is this what we're suppose to achieve in the end i wonder. Because there's no escape anymore. This is the road i have to go through; yet i do not understand....
~7:38 PM
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It has been very long since i posted things which i felt in the day in my blog. Today on the train to school there was a mentally handicapped woman seated right next to me. As i looked at her for a moment i thought of how her life might just be so much better than mine in some sense. Perhaps she's just living in her own world without knowing how fuck up the world is right now. More of a blessing than a curse i guess. And it all led to me thinking of the question:"so what if i have studied so much, been through the education system?" Just for money and pleasure for oneself is all i could come up with. And what's the whole point? After paying such a hefty price just to get all those; being mentally handicapped might just be a better thing. Defining your own world without having to live in fear and reprisal every single moment. All we ever do is step on each other; kill one another just to fight for glory and survival. Is this what we're suppose to achieve in the end i wonder. Because there's no escape anymore. This is the road i have to go through; yet i do not understand....
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HUIYI♥
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NUS ENGR :D
every tear.every night.for you it's worthwhile.
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SPECIAL THANKS.
WISH.
I wanna runaway.
Live my life my own way.
Do things I want them to be.
Just get life done and over with.
Wish I had a shining white armor man.
With a castle full of maids.
And live my life with my man.
And hopefully he won't ruin this life.
And get hopefully I get to live my life.