missSECRET
I wiped it away,gaze back at the sky...
Coz' no matter how much you hurt me,
No matter how many times you lied..
I won't ever let you see me cry.
FORGIVE ME IF I SMILE..
IT'S TO HIDE MY TEARS...
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Today had physics lecture and i thought of alot of things. My friend said she was still friends with her ex, and i asked her wont it bring back all the memories they used to share and her answer was no. She explained that all of those memories were in a compartment stored inside and once its over it would be thrown away cos there's no point anymore. Here i am being so amazed by how she did it. 5 years and it's there. And she said just throw it away - or is it that i cant. I was stunned for a moment, and perhaps what she said was true. That i cant and i wont throw it away. That was the time when i felt so much, everything around me is happening so fast where i learned all by myself. i didn't want it to go away. And i know that its already over it wont comeback. I believe that it wont but i just cant let go of that feeling of growing up; of those hard times where i struggle over my feelings. And sometimes i wished i was back there though it was hard to live everyday but at least the feeling is there. And its true of what he said that no matter how many bf i had it wouldn't be the same anymore. And for this i hate my brain.
~1:26 PM
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Today had physics lecture and i thought of alot of things. My friend said she was still friends with her ex, and i asked her wont it bring back all the memories they used to share and her answer was no. She explained that all of those memories were in a compartment stored inside and once its over it would be thrown away cos there's no point anymore. Here i am being so amazed by how she did it. 5 years and it's there. And she said just throw it away - or is it that i cant. I was stunned for a moment, and perhaps what she said was true. That i cant and i wont throw it away. That was the time when i felt so much, everything around me is happening so fast where i learned all by myself. i didn't want it to go away. And i know that its already over it wont comeback. I believe that it wont but i just cant let go of that feeling of growing up; of those hard times where i struggle over my feelings. And sometimes i wished i was back there though it was hard to live everyday but at least the feeling is there. And its true of what he said that no matter how many bf i had it wouldn't be the same anymore. And for this i hate my brain.
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HUIYI♥
19.
090991
NUS ENGR :D
every tear.every night.for you it's worthwhile.
AWWW
LOVE TEDDY
LOVE guitar (:
LOVE elmo
LOVE aristocat
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SPECIAL THANKS.
WISH.
I wanna runaway.
Live my life my own way.
Do things I want them to be.
Just get life done and over with.
Wish I had a shining white armor man.
With a castle full of maids.
And live my life with my man.
And hopefully he won't ruin this life.
And get hopefully I get to live my life.